Hey Guys

I come bearing news.

I had a one-on-one with somebody very important to me today. An overdue chat, if you must. We really had a lot to talk about.

At the end of it all, however, He made me realize something. He made me realize that I was wrong all this time.

Wrong in my actions. Wrong in my speech. Wrong in my thinking. Basically everything I have been doing in life was wrong.

And now that I am no longer blind, I can finally look around a see. Really see everything that I have been missing. And you know what I have been missing?

Everywhere I look, I see broken hearts. Hearts that are heavy with sorrow and turmoil. Hearts that need mending. Hearts that are barely put together.

But that's not all I saw.

Among those broken hearts, I caught glimpses of hearts that were different. Hearts that were whole. Hearts that were not heavy. Hearts that were aglow with inner peace and happiness.

And the owners of these hearts? Wow, were they carefree. They were happy. They didn't need to worry for their life because they knew that He was taking care of them. They trusted Him. They walked with Him. They allowed Him to carry them.

And He made me realize that I want that. I want that inner peace. I want my heart to be whole. I want to be mended. I want to be happy.

And the only way to reach that happiness? The only way to reach that level of inner peace?

The only person that could give that to me was God. He offered me something permanent today guys. He offered me a chance to mend my broken heart. A chance to spend the rest of my eternal life by His side.

He changed me, guys. He made me whole again. For once, I feel peace knowing that I have now opened my heart to Him.

And that's why I'm leaving, guys. 21st Century Bluestockings is now a thing of my past. I'm leaving for a journey a long way away, and I guarantee that I am no longer coming back.

It been great while it lasted, guys.

More Power To You! And God Bless.

-Duchess Constantine Nihilyon
AKA Shekinah Mikael G Gonzalez